Am I going too far now? show me completely naked

I have to be honest, this was the video that really took me the most effort. I had wet hands and felt like I was going to lose my breath, I was so excited. I knew that if I made this video and actually put it online, there would be no going back. I have to admit that I was on the verge of not doing it! But then I remembered why I signed up here. I want to test my limits. Was that supposed to be it? NO I wanted more, I wanted to gain experience so I told myself to close my eyes and go for it. I think you will realise exactly how unfamiliar this situation was for me and that I couldnt really deal with showing myself in front of the camera like this. But I hope you like it anyway. I would be very happy to hear your opinion, maybe it will help me to feel even more confident